wandering in the dark

tense. scared. alone. weary.
I feel these when life gets difficult and things become unclear. I feel as if there is no where to go.
Cramped up in a small place. Figuring out which way is up. Confused by what the world is telling you. All you want is the answer. I want to know the answer. Greedy i become and no longer do I trust.
I again give my life and my desires to the Father.
No longer do i want to try and control the outcome.