crazy

Sorry it has been a while. Things have been crazy and they will continue to stay that way for a while now.
I have finally started writing my book. I am thrilled to say that i am actually on a good start. So I guess we will see where it takes me.
I am off now.

OH Columbia!

this is the best family portrait ever!

A Day.

Sit and wait till the next class. Seriously though, I am bored beyond belief.
Sitting here and watching the office. What could be better?
I am really not knowing what to do with my time here. I am thinking about reading some more in my color theory book. I will probably do that once I watch another office episode.
So I am going to leave this blog now.
Wow this is the most boring blog I have ever written.

ALIVE!!

Thinking positive will get you through life! Seriously! When people ask you how your day is going or how it went.
You may be tempted to think that it was an awful day because some stupid thing happened but the truth of everything is. It is a splendid day because you are alive and well! The world is still spinning and even though your head may be doing the same thing. That is no reason why you should be a downer.
Rejoice for great things are headed your way!!

Prayer

What is prayer?
Yes, it is talking with God. But When asking God what you want or need. Should you really be wasting your breath on something that is going to work its way out. Praying big!
Go big or Go home!
what is worth praying for over and over and over again?

Here is how it went

Woke up oh too late. but then had work. and then the best part. I got to finally hang out with some friends. people that I had just met but new friends none the less. I am so excited of the many things God has blessed me with.
I am dreading going back to school. But who isn't?
Its all good though. I am going to make the most of it. I am planning on studying harder than I have ever done before. Get back into shape. These all may sound far fetched. But you see I want to be more disciplined. More organized.
More me!
Setting goals for myself! yay!
Anyways. I am very excited about the return of my small group! Oh how I love those girls more than anything! The small group that I am in means so much to me. They are all like sisters to me! We are all there for one another you know?

This is it for me. I am tired. and I need some sleep. Church tomorrow!
Yay!

peace out

Beauty

oh these are two of my favorite pictures.
God's beauty at its best!

A day for the record

I just want to keep writing. Never sure what I am going to write about. I just know that once my fingers hit the keyboard I just want to continue to write about the emotions. the abstract feelings.
I have this feeling.
When I grab a paint brush and step in front of the canvas I never know what I am going to create. Creating new ways to put paint on my canvas. Creating new ways to be an inventor of an abstract painting technique.
To be original in who you are.

A random star that represents a thought. A thought that will change the world. Change the world for what they believe is right. What might happen if your one thought could change the world. What would you do with a thought that could change the world?
If you had one thought to change the world what would it be? Would you have world peace? Solve world hunger? Knowing that your one thought will change the world. How amazing but terrifying. You have such power that could change many people's lives.

I hope to live each and every day as if I could change the world. Even if it is one smile at a time.

I leave you with one last thought.
"That which is impossible and probable is better than that which is possible and improbable."
- Aristotle

A smile

To see the day as it really is. Take the day one hour at a time.
Woke up and saw the day and frankly was a bit frightened.

To watch the flowers blossom and the sun set beyond the mountains. Just a dream I know, but it sounds good.
I wishing to paint a picture that resembles the emotions of that dream.

As of right now I am really unsure of how I am going to be able to balance out my money these next couple of months.
Being in college is great. No money. No free time. and nothing to do except study. yay!

ah. well this goes out to all you college students. hail to the unsteady sleep patterns. and the unhealthy diet of whatever is available.

Smile through the unsteadiness of life. Because through all of this comes the most outstanding character.

Paintings below

The paintings below, I did do those myself. Incase you were wondering.
I have fallen in love with painting all over again!


Time has taken things away but has brought new 'things' in my life.
Struggles have been present but anything is possible with Faith. I believe in never giving up on the dreams that are present in my life. I wish to never back down.

Standing tall and knowing who I am. Pride.
I want to change, in that I stand up for myself and fight the battle right then.

live. laugh. love