tired..

Why do things always happen the same way?
Wanting more! What is so wrong with that.
My heart can only handle so much ping pong. To walk the day and find out at the end that the entire time you had been walking towards one destination. Your entire path was mislead. What to do then? I don't know. Tired of being mislead by myself and others. I just wish that this time things were going to truthful and no where near something that could have never been.
I will now walk completely confident in something I don't even know to be true. I just wish all of this was over.
to be not in my hands.
I want it no longer!!

I wish to know...