Paintings below

The paintings below, I did do those myself. Incase you were wondering.
I have fallen in love with painting all over again!


Time has taken things away but has brought new 'things' in my life.
Struggles have been present but anything is possible with Faith. I believe in never giving up on the dreams that are present in my life. I wish to never back down.

Standing tall and knowing who I am. Pride.
I want to change, in that I stand up for myself and fight the battle right then.

live. laugh. love

a new day

its been a while.
looking from one end to the next of this room where i am seated for the time being.
What am I doing here?
Here for my thoughts and beliefs to sit in the room and soak into the walls.
The abstract feeling seep through my skin and form a painting.
titled "prisoner to myself"

a smile

to whom do I owe this great pleasure?
My smile who sits beside me awaiting to talk. I look at it in the eyes of whom look so familiar. They are my own. I see what it is like to be happy. I long to be one with that happiness once again.
When I see my smile looking at me she says to me. O How i have missed your soft face and your sweet laugh. I want you back.
The loneliness sets in once again and all I see is a melancholy look upon my face. Wishing to see my eyes light up whenever I am excited and unable to speak my joy. Where have I gone? How have I survived all these years with this mask that is painted upon my face. To whom can I turned to?
Who will help me destroy the painting that is plastered upon my face? None other than the creator himself. He has the brush and the paints.

The world of an artist should be filled with unseen things and a world where miracles can happen.
I wish to be the artist who changes the name of art and brings art back together with whom it belongs to. The Lord who reigns on high.

yay

im finished with the first semester of school.
so exciting! I really am so glad that it is Christmas break!
I love Christmas..
I have been inspired to sketch more! And I am having the time of my life! just letting my imagination run wild..
sketching my life out. is what I like to call it!
So yeah things are pretty crazy!
this concludes my blog.

party in my head

School is finished for the semester and I am so excited about Christmas!!
I really never thought I could do it. School I mean. College. It was hard, but I really did learn a good bit about myself and I am so grateful about that!
There are just some things in life that you will never know until you try them. and you never know you will probably learn more than you thought.
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i love this...

The Lord Reigns

When things seem like there is and will be no hope. Just stop and look around you. A computer. A blanket. Food. Clean Water.
We are so blessed to have such things. Whatever you are complaining or upset about it isn't even worth it or it doesn't even compare to other problems in the world. We are a blessed country. Be thankful
The Lord is so Great!!

The Lord has been showing me some amazing things right now in my life!
With a relationship that I have with someone. as friends. Prayer is such a beautiful and personal thing. A sacred moment in time when you are conversing with your creator. WOW! How amazing is that?
I can not even fathom such greatness!!
I love being free with myself and with God. To be honest with him is such an honor. Every time I talk with God and praise his name all I can think about it is how amazing this is that I am able to talk and have an intimate relationship with my creator.

The Lord is super fantastic amazing!!
I love Him!